I can smell the wood. Those remarkable pine trees that separate us from the rest of the world, the ones that hide my bitter torment, masquerade my lies in a bevy of beauty. Every night I look at the stars. They shine with a brilliance I know I can never have. It’s been too long since I felt their warmth. When the clouds cover the milky light of the moon, and my fingers are frozen through, even though I know deep in my soul that I will never see these beautiful stars again,
I beg for her merciful forgiveness. She opens the door to let me in, that tolerant smile plastered onto her deceptively beautiful face, and for a moment…just a moment…I forget the monster that lives inside her and I breathe in her light. And then it’s gone, ripped horribly from my wretched, broken hands. I know I will pay. I know that I will pay for her heartache, her pain. I know it, and a single tear burns down my cheek. And right before I kiss the world goodbye, she whispers one last time “You know I love you, right?”